Imposter Syndrome & the Identification of the ‘Self’

Imposter syndrome. What is it that I think I’m trying to be anyway? This sentiment has been feeling me lately. Music, writing, school, Reiki -the idea that I am embodying something that I am not, and will eventually be revealed as a fraud. I think that what this comes down to is a question of…

Feel to Heal

Just when I felt like I was floating on an eternal pool of light, the darkness set in. It started with a pit in my stomach. Followed by rapid heart-rate and shortness-of-breath. “Anxiety?!’, I asked myself. “But why?”. The age old question – Why? I often think that I can narrow it down to one…

Flowing in and out of Being

I’ve already been back for 60 days. But every moment feels like forever flying by The flux of feelings, decades As if this life I am living is flowing into infinity. Phases of light and dark Love and anger Push and pull Amongst the moments unexpected and the ones predicted. Things stay the same But…

The Hills have Lives – Communicating with Nature.

This post is going to be a bit different from the others. Words may go through one eyeball and out into the ether, because many of you may not know what on Earth I am speaking of. But this is for those who will. The solo portion of my trip began about a week ago….

Rainbow Mountain and Human Guilt/Gratitude

So many things, this place brought out of me. We hopped on a bus at 4:15am for our 3 hour drive to Rainbow Mountain. The slow incline 4500 meters up came along with breathtaking views. This looked different than anything I had seen before. Jagged rock faces were protruding out of the mountain, looking like…

Lessons of Darkness

So much has happened thus far. My attempt to articulate it will come from a place of patience for myself, the sacredness of my experiences, and from a yen to share the lessons with you. Death comes in all shapes and forms. The potentials of death have been present for me, and those around me….

Observing Resistance

It was a subtle feeling for me last night. Momentary inertia amongst ideas that were different from mine. But of course, when someone else has a suggestion on what is best for you, that is different from what you think is best for yourself, a sensation of resistance is expected. So I decided to explore…